weird day.

i never knew what nasik beriani is til i ate it today.
im not a curry sorta person so i took chiken red sambal instead.
poor thing, sambal tertumpah. on the wrong spot pulak tu! aduhai.

somebody told me that im just like your diary.
when i think about it, i think i like it.

once upon a time, i believed that the feeling in love appears as you go to the toilet everyday without eating banana. butterflies. a person makes you nervous everytime you think about him/her.
you smile. even when the worst situation comes. like sambal tertumpah on the wrong spot.
you clean yourself up more than you normally do. ehm! you become more rajin when youre in love.
so why do these scenarios happen when you're in love?
=because you're happy. happy!

but what if everything falls down into the drain?
=every sun you walk under will turn out grey. dark. no ray. you may not even have the mood to walk anymore.

i stepped in shit twice!
some say "love means letting go". i dont think il ever get what that line means.
if you want to let go, why bother giving all out of yourself for that person in the first place?
such a waste.
SO.
the moral of the story is, do not go insane. be moderate. be selfish.
im gona go for what i want.
how about you?